Wednesday, May 28, 2003
The truth is always filled with hurt
Why can't I hear a lie instead?
Reality is always so cruel
Is that why I'm so afraid?
I want to scream
I want to break free
From all the fake fantasies
From this never-ending web of misery
But what is holding me back?
What is torturing me so badly?
I just want to escape from this
From this cruel, ruthless reality
The world is just an illusion
A perfect painted picture
But the outside does not matter
Because the real one is simply bitter
People make it sound so easy
But if it is why can't I accomplish it?
Why can't I just do what I say
And forget everything that easily?
So why am I feeling this way
If the world were really perfect
Why do I feel it is not
Why am I trapped in this conflict?
Please spare me from all this unhappiness
Please spare me from all this pain
Give me a chance to prove myself
And let me try again
Isn't there another way
To let me live my life
Isn't there anything I could do
To end this heated strife?
Sometimes its just easier said than done
It's just really difficult
To get over it completely
Can't you see how hard I've struggled?
I'm lost
In this world of torture and dismay
I suddenly feel a need
A need to run away.
=Co-written by CC and Danielle= 28/5/2003.
Danielle should know who it is inspired by. XP.
Odd verses by me, even verses by Danielle.
One of the owners had inspiration at 3:54 AM